i can/ i can't

i can work more hours in the day now.

(i can't get past the last hour without hobbling around)

i can understand more and more spanish at work

(i can't remember enough to communicate back in complete sentences)

i can breathe better than when i was on chemo

(i can't go a day without crying)

i can sleep more soundly when i want to.

(i can't wake up without my hands tingling. )

i can live.

(i can't go a week without wishing i didn't.)