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so....

rain this morning.  garbo was all over it.  she said it would stop, and start again at noon.  i wondered aloud if it were going to get cooler, and she had an answer for that, as well.  it's great that we're our own weatherpersons now....

sassy came in, smiling.  she said she had had a bit more sleep last night, and was able to think straight for the first time in a-while.  then she started a conversation about $100 shoes with garbo, and that left me out of it....

i was let into the radiation room a bit late to-day.  i get a "boost" this week, which is of a different plan than what i had been getting.  because of that, they had to program the computer, then get an ok by the doctor.  i didn't mind.  i was still a bit groggy from last night's ativan, and i needed a good rest.

i want to believe that this last week will mean that i'm in remission.  there are some days i'm very certain..... but, of course there is a fear in me that something will go wrong.  what if my body rebels like my heart always does?

there's been a lot of rain to-day....but now the sun is shining, and it's getting warm again....